I want to be the perfect Christian. I want to be the perfect mama. I want to be the perfect wife, the perfect sister, the perfect Aunt, the perfect friend, the perfect (please fill in the blank). I fail miserably. Why? It's not for lack of trying, or resolution, I make new resolutions almost daily. I think it's because I get in the way. Me, my stuff, my baggage. I forget that I am not in charge. I am not supposed to be the One in control, He is.
I worry about my kids, my family and friends, money, the house, everything. Why? Because I don't trust enough. I believe Lord, please help my disbelief.
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